Love is a Learning Game

Funny thing, this love game. You think you have a handle on it, that you know what you want, that you are in control of your own destiny. Guess again. Life, fate, love, they all are interchanging forces that blow us in directions that we have no control over. Time and time again I experience love in its totally purest form, its strongest form.. sharing air with someone you love, being so close to that person that you can feel your spirits entwined as well as your bodies..the word love just doesn't come close. There is no word for it, if it was a light source it would be brighter than the sun. It's a need that runs so deep, right into the heart of me. I am in love. When every song reminds me of him, when the thought of being with him makes me feel like a child on Christmas Eve, when I see him it makes my heart race..If it's peace I am after, it's not the peace I was expecting, but it's the peace I really need. My biggest fear is losing him. He has shown me that I cannot lose him, that he loves me as much as I love him. I feel totally secure with him. That is my peace.