I Can See Clearly Now the Rain Has Gone

Today I feel incredible, so alive and full of life and love and I know now it's my path in life to love as much as possible and to enjoy life as much as I can. As simple as that. I have had so much hurt and misery in my life until now - and what it has taught me is that I must grab every chance of happiness that I can and to make other people as happy as they make me, to tell them how much I love them and to make the world better where I can. I love my life. I may be fighting a killer disease but its true, we can only see real beauty when we are suffering. I have been looking for answers to so many questions and all of a sudden, I have all the answers I need in one simple word. Love. Why did I get cancer? Because I had to learn my lesson. And I have learned it. And what an incredible lesson it was. Right now, I feel as if I have learned everything I need to know but with the knowledge that if I have, if my path is to end soon, that is ok too. It is now my responsibility to take every step towards my destination with my head held high, with my heart full of love and a smile on my face. I am incredibly lucky, blessed even. I am surrounded by people who love me, I am never alone, I have a son who loves me and so many beautiful and wonderful friends. I don't have any more questions. What will be will be. When this angel finally goes home, I will do so knowing I have learned the most important lesson of all.